It almost always hurts more the next day.
Sometimes it makes you feel sick because you can't stop sweating.
People start looking at you differently, and some call you a freak.
The more you get into it, the harder it is to get out because of what it's doing to you.
You make gains, and you have losses.
When you see somebody with more of what you want, you go in for the kill and win.
It just feels too good to quit now. You're consumed.
It used to be just once a month, but then it became once a week.
Quickly, you progressed to three or four or five times a week.
Sometimes you did it because you were stressed.
Sometimes you did it because you just wanted to feel good.
Now it's just a lifestyle, like brushing your teeth or going to work.
The truth is, it has made you a scary person. People are afraid of you.
But you aren't actually intimidating. You just have what they wish to be.
When they look at you, they realize what you have done right.
They realize what they have neglected to do.
They feel envious because they feel guilty for wasting away.
When they look at you, they see the failure within themselves to act.
Become a message to other people.
Our bodies are the only thing that truly belong to us.
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